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Destroyer of Worlds

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Inside My Mind by snowballchibikat, literature

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Inside My Mind

This thing inside of my head is screaming out, like a small child, afraid of the dark, who just had all the lights turned out. There is a tumor in my mind, cancerous, secreting the chemicals of fear. (anger, too, but the fear is more prominent) It pulsates with thought. The darkness gets deeper. The child screams louder. She is deafening me! All the sounds of the real world (wherever that is) are muffled and distant, drowned out by the sound of heartbeats that-are-fast-and-rap-id-like-a-war-drum.

A Warning by snowballchibikat, literature

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A Warning

Dear You, All of You, Anyone Who Has Ever Had, Has, or Will Ever Have a Boyfriend or Girlfriend, This is for you. A warning. From me. Things can happen. Things can go wrong. Relationships can hurt, and not just in the normal way. This is for you. Read carefully. I don't want anyone else to ever feel the way I do right now. Abuse can happen. It does happen. To anyone. You're not immune. I know, I thought I was, too. But the way I'm feeling right now is telling me otherwise. It doesn't have to be physical or sexual. It hurts just as badly to toy with someone's emotions, manipulate their conscience and their fears. So I'm here to warn you.

Irrefutable Proof by snowballchibikat, literature

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Irrefutable Proof

Once, there was a girl. No, sorry. That's a lie. Once, there were two girls. But one of them was me. They met at a camp. A church camp, irony of ironies. One was wild. She liked to drink, she liked to have fun. She loved her boyfriend, and she knew who she was. The other girl did not. I felt lost, unlovable, ugly, alone. I was sheltered and longed for something more. She told me she was bisexual, and I didn't know what to think. Camp ended and the girls went home. They lived close enough that there was the possibility of seeing each other, but far enough that it never quite happened. They texted, short conversations every few months, as

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Dream From a Blank Mind by StormyRozez, literature

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Dream From a Blank Mind

Books are be my escape from reality The words in black ink on their pages, Are more addicting than drugs. I long for the comfort and relaxation that lies within them. I try to write them myself But books and stories tend to write themselves. I can see a film in my head But the words used to describe what I see come from instincts. They come from the dreams I can't remember, The memories that I know are there, But that I never really think about. I'm a black hole. I suck everything in, Then spit it back out, whenever I choose. Writing is my therapy, books are my drug. When I think of myself, I'm reminded of the Forgotten Stable

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Jan 18
United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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FluffiTehFerretNinja on the left, me on the right.

Current Residence: Inside my head. It's a scary place.
Favourite genre of music: Just about anything. Lots of indie/eclectic and rock musical stuff, though.
Favourite style of art: A combination of Eastern and Western style.
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iTouch

Favourite Visual Artist

-can't pick just one-

Favourite Movies

Up, Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Regina Spektor, The Postal Service, Passion Pit, Metric, Tom Kitt...

Favourite Writers

Holly Black, Dean Koontz, Tara Bray Smith, Madeleine L'Engle

Favourite Games

The Question Game

Favourite Gaming Platform

My compie

Tools of the Trade

Adobe Photoshop CS3, Wacom Bamboo Fun tablet, Dell laptop, mechanical pencils, Mead Academie paper

Other Interests

Reading, writing, drawing, technical theatre

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Feb 22, 2011

#FreeLibya

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The crisis in Libya is unbearable. And it's even more sickening how few people know about it. PLEASE go here and read this: http://motherjones.com/mojo/2011/02/whats-happening-libya-explained I can't stress enough how important this is. This is history. This is revolution. This is the situation in Egypt magnified. And the only place I have seen ANY sort of repeated unification or information about it is on Tumblr. The world needs to be aware.

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Feb 2, 2011

Snowed In

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Yup. Snow is blown halfway up one side of my house. It's up to my knees (at least) everywhere else. I can't get out and I'ma go insaaaaaane....DDx So basically, I'm sitting here doing homework. Or rather, procrastinating with other things while knowing that I should be doing homework. Always a good time. Oh yeah, and if you guys haven't noticed, I'm kinda obsessed with the Glee fanfic "Dalton." It's wonderful and fantastic and beautiful. And one of the first things to help pull me out of the anxiety I've been having. I haven't been talking about that as much on here as I have been on tumblr, but it's there. And it's hellish. So, y'know. All

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Jan 23, 2011

'Cause I'm Sweeter Than Sixteen

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Bonus points if you get the reference in this journal title. So, yeah, I've had a horrible week and a half. But I'm not gonna complain about that now. Because on Tuesday, I turned seventeen! And today, I had a tea party to celebrate! And we watched Cannibal! The Musical! And now I'm reading a book featuring one of my favourite literary characters. Yes, it has been a good day. :heart:, Snowball P.S. I figured a new age kinda deserved a new icon. So enjoy me being creepy with fake blood in my mouth. :aww: